An important aspect in the #twinflamedance is the separation. When twins unite, it is a healing experience. Their energy fields are combined. They draw out in each other everything #misaligned. When they disconnect physically, it is a time of #healing all that is not love. During this time, it is important to review the #Sourceconnection.

The #twinjourney is always uniting us in #Divinelove not only for our own divinity within but also with our personal connection of #sourcefrequency in our lives. The #twinflame is always reflecting back to you whatever you need to heal in your connection with loving yourself and ultimately your loving connection with #Source.

Twin flames are not only clearing energy and transmuting energy in their own experiences and family lines. They are also clearing and transmuting energy in the #collectiveconsciousness or #matrix. This is why each journey is different. It is based on #soulagreements, #transmutationofenergy, and #alignmentofSource.

I am forever grateful to my twin. He has always been my greatest teacher reflecting the deepest things I had hidden from myself, the shadow issues that needed to be brought to light. He is truly #themirrorofmysoul. I would not be the conduit of healing energy that I am for others, if my #twinflame did not assist me in my healing journey. It is a #mirrorsoul experience!

Namaste,

Anysia

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During many book events and workshops, I have been asked if I’ve ever experienced my own physical health crisis that led me to helping others heal themselves.  I have not manifested a physical disease or illness in this experience, but I healed through a tremendous emotional wound with the aid of my amazing twin flame.

When you read my books, you know a lot about my children and me.  This wound I write about today is something that I secretly held within myself for almost two decades. It has taken me a long time to be able to write about it because of the healing process involved and also because I finally reached the journey’s apex. Most of my readers know I married my boyfriend from high school a couple of weeks after my undergraduate collegiate graduation.  I was twenty-two and thought we would grow old together but there were soul agreements and karmic patterns that beckoned us down a different path. 

We worked hard to build our home and beautiful life for 8 years before we had our son, Brayden.  As first time parents, we struggled a bit juggling between parenting, personal time, and couple time.  He got involved in triathlon competitions.  At first they were small and local. Then he pursued Ironman competitions, which required a lot of time, money, and travel.  Brayden and I attended all the races but I had hoped it was a phase.  It annoyed me that I worked all week and had to spend weekend at his races.

At the same time, I found out he was having an inappropriate relationship with a woman at his work.  I had lots of little signs about it but one day he said he was going on a day trip with a co-worker to another company location.  Brayden got sick that day and I tried to reach his father one his called phone to no avail.  Then I contacted the co-worker he was supposed to be with and was told that he never went to work that day.  He was in another state with the other woman.  That evidence crushed my heart; I could not comprehend the double life he had created for himself. I closed my heart that day; he would never wound it, again.

I was in graduate school full-time pursing my MFA in creative writing and working full-time as a national sales director for a telecom company.  I had an upcoming weeklong residency that I needed to attend and I told him that when I returned, I was filing for a divorce. I had no idea what life would be like on my own for my son and me but I was willing to take the risk. I could provide for the two of us and I would figure it out.  It had to be better than what I was living. Three days into the residency, I got called out of class and had to take a phone call from him at the emergency room.  He had been upstairs in the house and found Brayden floating face-down in the pool; he was just 21 months old.  I left school immediately and started the drive home.  It was a Saturday in the summer and there was traffic traffic from Madison, NJ to Toms River.   It took me 3 hours to get there.  My mom, who was in San Diego visiting my sister, stayed with me on the phone the whole time, so I could stop crying and stay focused on driving.  She was a true Godsend for me that day.

When I got to the hospital in Toms River, I ran into the emergency room and found Brayden standing on a bed draped in an over-sized hospital gown.  He said, “Hi, Mah– mah” as he stretched out his arms.  I hugged him tightly, as tears flowed down my cheeks.  I was so grateful to hear him speak and see him standing up.  As much as I was angry at my husband for being careless with our son, I could see he was breaking inside and nothing I would say could be worse that the mental image imprinted in his brain of finding Brayden in the pool.

The staff kept us overnight in the hospital for observation to make sure that Brayden’s lungs stayed clear.  While my little boy and his father slept soundly, I was in a trauma zone, awake with eyes wide open, time passed, but I was trapped in my head.  I turned on the television around 3:00 am and a show about guardian angels was on. It highlighted different situations where people saw their guardian angels that helped them evade danger.  One story involved a man that fell asleep in his home, when a fire broke out and he couldn’t find the door.  He said that he saw an angel standing in front of him that led him out of the house to safety.  I don’t remember the other stories but at the end of the show, the narrator said very specifically, “No matter what happens in life, the guardian angel will make sure that a soul gets through whatever it needs to get through to do what it came to this Earth to do.” I believed that was a very specific message for me on that night, when I struggled deeply as a mother.  I heard it loud and clear and I understood that it meant that this experience was part of the journey for Brayden.

Over the years, he had other indiscretions with people he worked with and I layered emotional bricks cemented with resentment over that door and the wall got higher with each issue.  I would never let him or anyone else get that close to me, again.  I would never trust, so I would never be hurt. The soft, gentle part of myself was locked away and forgotten.  I hardened my persona and carried stronger energy because I didn’t want to rely on him or anyone else for anything.  He kept finding different sports to channel his energy into and I threw myself into my work.  We bought expensive cars, toys, and things for the house to hide the unhappiness we experienced. 

After my first book came out, I was journeying in a different direction and I knew he wouldn’t be part of it.  Brayden was old enough to look out for his little sister Briella, when he had to stay with his dad.  My husband was a soul mate, which is spiritually and energetically a person that you have a great deal of karma to clear through.  We had cleared that karma and after 27 years of being together and 21 years of marriage, which I was emotionally alone for over a decade in that marriage, I knew it was time to end it.  I began to disconnect from him on all levels. I did not know what my life would look life after a divorce but I knew I could make my own happiness and and create a good situation for me and my children. I knew I deserved a better life.

Then I literally bumped into my twin flame. A twin flame or mirror twin is part of the same soul.  Before incarnating, twins split, so they can clear and transmute energy both personally and collectively.  Then they connect with each other on the journey of self-love. They mirror to each other everything that needs to be cleared, so there is only Divine love, which is reflected in and to each of them. I would like to say that it was an immediate loving connection but it wasn’t; it was bumpy with a lot of ups and downs because of what we needed to heal.  I knew that I was connected to him because his energy was familiar.  I could tell him anything and he always listened and gave me profound advice.  

When I met my twin, his energy was much stronger than mine and he scared me. I was afraid of him of how he could hurt me.  I had learned to be hardened and strong out of survival and his energy shook that illusion I created for myself.  I felt a weird field between us kind of like magnets repelling each other. In retrospect what I felt was the energy blockages the two of us carried in our fields that affected our loving frequencies.

He had an uncanny way of knowing all my fears and insecurities and unintentionally triggering them; it drove me nuts.  In seconds, he could unwrap the pretty little box of my life and show me all the cracks in my foundation.  He would make poignant suggestions that I might want to think about or take a look at and though he was always spot on, I didn’t like being called out on the things I needed to heal.  He could easily read and scan me and could communicate telepathically without even trying.  I hasted it! I thought, “I’m not sure what kind of reptoid alien spawn he is but I’m getting away from him!” He could see through every illusion that I presented. He peered right in and viewed everything blocking my soul’s light.  I felt vulnerable, uncomfortable, and totally exposed.

Conflicts arose when he triggered me because my defense mechanisms kicked in. I would lash out and we would stop speaking. In our distance apart, I would clear what I needed to clear and he would do the same.  I would unintentionally trigger his issues and imprints and I also projected my own onto him.  He would say that I drove him up a wall.  Then when we would connect again and we were different.  We were more gentle, understanding, and kind to each other.

His energy was strongly male and I was so use to being in control all the time that I wanted to control the process but he wasn’t having it.  He would assert himself and take control and I would let go because he would not fail or let me down, ever. It was safe for me to let go because I could rely on him.  I didn’t always have to be in charge and I felt myself softening in the process; I was transforming.

We kept clearing and healing and in time I could see him without all my projected fears in the way.   He had such a pure heart, which radiated innate kindness; his soul matched mine.  I knew who he was and when I would see him, the energy was no longer like two magnets resisting each other.  There was peace and alignment.  It felt like the world stood still.  Sometimes we would wear the same things.  He showed up in the same shirt as me or the same hat and I though either he’s a girl or I’m a boy but actually, the yin yang energy was aligning between us.

As my twin showed me what I needed to heal in myself, I was able to let go of the hurt from my marriage.  I began to see a different picture, one in which my husband silently struggled.  Being a father was a challenge for him and I didn’t see that at the time.  He needed support and additional encouragement and I just expected him to know how to ace it all.  I held the belief in my head that if someone cheats on you, they don’t love you.  In hindsight, I realize that if someone cheats on you, they are not good with themselves. It takes two for a marriage to fail and we both were responsible.  He is the one that acted out but I missed the signs and didn’t give enough.

I’m grateful to my former husband because he will always be the father of our two children. We cleared karma and honored soul agreements. A person can only love us as much as they can love themselves. He taught me that lesson and it sent me on the path of self-love.

As I worked through different conflicts with my twin flame, one-by-one, he removed the bricks to the wall I built the; cement softened with love.  After every one of my issues bubbled up, my twin flame was always there to help me re-align.  He had the key to my door and I knew it.  The more I cleared in myself, the more I could see who he truly was; I could see his soul.  It was radiant and full of love and like a mirror; he showed me the love in myself.  I didn’t see the need to argue anymore with him or hide anything. All I could see was love.

When I was sick in March, I transmuted a huge amount of energy in my field.  My Covid-19 was about healing deeply. I had a massive ego death one night and I honestly didn’t know if I would wake up the next day. I ran a high fever, my body ached, and my heart felt like it had a 20-pound weight on it. I cried and released of all hurt I stored in my heart.  I saw glimpses of the woman who strived for the perfect life and how she struggled to block all the pain and sadness out, so she could fit it all in a nicely tied package and fake it.  

The next morning, I was grateful to see the sunshine and I chose to love.  I let it all go.  My twin had opened the door that was sealed shut and when I looked inside, I found myself–that sweet, loving, kind, trusting woman, who was hiding behind that door for almost two decades.  I did a soul integration and healed.  My heart felt whole again; the scar disappeared and the heaviness in my heart chakra lifted.  My twin mirrored everything that I was blocking to love including an emotionally wounded part of myself.  When I opened the door to my heart, I found that I am love.

No other human could have helped me in that way.   I thought my biggest struggle in this life was embracing my abilities and doing what I came to this earth to do but that was just the first part of the journey.  The second part was remembering that I am love despite everything I experienced.  I am not the energy and experiences I transmuted.  I am love and only my twin flame could help me clear everything out of the way and see myself for who I truly am.  It has been a beautiful journey and I am grateful to my twin flame, a.k.a. Mr. Amazing for helping me heal my deepest wound and helping me to remember who I am. 

Namaste and much love,

Anysia

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2020 is filled with tremendous change all over the Earth. Much of that change is led by the starseeds and twin flames that are shifting the matrix with the vibration of unconditional love. The matrix is the collective frequency of the Earth and the inhabitants. Currently, it is very low on love. By bringing the energy of love to the planet and holding it here, there is a shift for the inhabitants of the planet, as well the Earth. The shift ensures the future of this planet.

In the Universe, there is the frequency, which is the vibration of unconditional love and there is anti-frequency, which is anything other than love. In the beginning, we were all frequency but some of the souls wanted to experience the opposite of love, so they incarnated to experience anti-frequency. Unfortunately, they got stuck in it and forgot that under all of it, they were love. They chose to stay in anti-frequency and thus the darkness was born.

Our hope is that everyone remembers they are love, and returns back to frequency, but in the Universe there is free-will and no one is forced, so there is a galactic process of returning the Earth back to frequency through the aid of the starseeds and twin flame souls that are sent here from various galactic territories. All of their regions have evolved past the things we experience on the Earth including violence, hatred, evil, abuse, and manipulation. Their civilizations have existed for millions of years and are benevolent societies, so those souls are sent here with various missions to transmute energy in family lines and on the Earth, while brining more frequency to support the Earth.

On days were we have a combination of 11 and 22 (11 is the numeric code for starseeds and 22 is the numeric code for twin flames) there is an influx of frequency energy sent to the Earth through the various grids of the planetary regions to support the missions on Earth. On these days, the starseeds and twinflames receive an energetic upgrade to help facilitate the work they are doing.

During these days, the people receiving the upgrades will feel tired and maybe ungrounded because their physical bodies are adapting to the energy. It is important to rest, ground, and drink water – all of which will help the frequency assimilate in the physical body. Starseeds and twin flames are already ascended, as they are souls from highly evolved civilizations. They descend to the Earth and as they transmute karma and energy, the human part of them heals and awakens to their missions. There is no ascension process. There is only an awakening for the human-self and alignment with the soul and mission.

Despite how many ego-based people we encounter of the Earth, we are all here to serve others in some way, as it is coded in the birth blueprint for each soul. When we transmute what we need to transmute and release what we need to release, we align with the blueprint and do what we came here to do. You are never really learning but rather remembering. Everything you need to know is already encoded in your soul. The soul is never healing, it is the human-self that is healing, and then it align with the frequency of soul.

This decade will be an amazing time of shifting to love and the best way you can aid in the process of that is to clear what you need to clear in your own field, so you can be a conduit for the frequency or love. The more love you hold, the more you can assist with the changes. Always remember who you are and why you are here!

Namaste,

Anysia

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As we evolve and merge into our higher selves by living predominately in the vibration of love, we will draw to us our mirror twin—the true other half of our soul. We often hear people refer to their spouse or significant other as “their other half” but the mirror twin is a true “other half” of your soul.  Before we incarnate on Earth, the soul is split because as a split, the twins individually accomplish the greatest amount of good in a short time because the vibrations of their souls is high.  This is more than they could do if they incarnated together in the same body. Despite traumatic experiences in human life, they are able to overcome, persevere, and keep moving forward.  This sense of resilience is innate to the twin dynamic because they know they have a higher calling and it drives them forward.

When twins first meet, there is an activation of the energy between them—a sort of knowing and a feeling of being drawn to the other person. There is always one twin that is more evolved and aware than the other. The more evolved twin recognizes the energy is different but the less aware twin may just feel sense of attraction to the other.  Many people romanticize and sexualize the twin relationship.  This is actually a misconception on several levels.  First, when twins meet, the sacral chakra is activated intensely because the twins are brought together to co-create a mission that will serve humanity and help elevate human consciousness.  What seems sexual is actually the sacral chakra being kicked into high gear, so they can start creating their mission.  Secondly, when twins meet it isn’t blissful and romantic.  There is much work to be done between them to bring their vibrations into balance. There is a dance of coming together and running away that takes place, as the twins reflect in each other anything other than the highest vibration of love.  All projections, issues, and imprints from human life need to be cleared.  As these things come up, the twins will run from each other, to heal their own issues and then they come back to each other more clear, loving, and evolved. There is a deep love between them but it is not romantic, it is Divine love and the more that is cleared between them, the deeper the connection and stronger the bond.

Some twins resolve the runner dynamic by facing each other and realizing that they’re not running away from each other but rather they’re running from themselves and their Divine connection.  They also realize that running hurts because they miss the twin connection, when they’re apart.  They acknowledge that love is the only thing that will help heal and they can do more together than apart.  As they resolve the runner dynamic, they become great unconditional friends and are able to share all thoughts and experiences with the deepest level of trust. They understand that the other half is there to make them a better person and help them in this life and they’re always connected in that way.

When all imperfections and imprints have been cleared, the male and female energies have been balanced, and both twins are merged with the higher self, they come to union in unconditional love and are able to able to serve humanity for the greater good of the Universe.  This is the why they have incarnated on Earth.  They drive forward in life together living in the vibration of love, as the highest version of themselves helping others and raising the collective vibration of the planet at the same time.  This is the beautiful vision of the Divine for the mirror twins and how they can help heal this planet.

Bright blessings,

Anysia

Everyone has a part of themselves that they keep inside.  We only show this dark side of us to those who we feel safe with–those we aren’t afraid of losing or those who we know won’t run away from us in fear.  The shadow self is that dark part in ourselves comprised of fears, anger, sadness, and any other thing that isn’t totally light. Our shadow self exists symbiotically with our light self and every now and then the shadow gets triggered by something and rears its head like a gray tornado spinning out of control and pulling in everything in its path.  But what we don’t realize is that when the shadow self emerges, it is an opportunity  to heal and integrate it, so we can be whole.

Everyone has different shadow self issues based on their life experiences. Shadows are created by situations that have scarred us or imprinted us negatively.  For example – you made have grown up with an angry parent. Perhaps anytime you witness anger, it triggers deep fear in you and causes you to run away from it.  This fear is a shadow issue that needs to be healed in you.  The trick is recognizing the shadow self and the triggered active memory that is driving the current behavioral response. When we recognize that anger in a current situation is not the same as what we witnessed as a child with an angry parent, we are acknowledging the shadow self and bringing light to it.

Another way shadow self issues are brought to the surface is through relationships with other people.  We talk about people being mirrors for us. Some people reflect in the depths of our souls the shadow issues that need to be healed.  By their words or actions, they trigger the shadows, which are brought to our conscious awareness, so they can been healed.  These people are mirrors for our souls and are sent to help us heal.  As we recognize the patterns of the triggers, we can search for the root of the shadow.  Once we know the root, we can acknowledge it, understand, and integrate it into our energetic field.

There is a shadow self in all of us. If we try to shut it out, we will never be whole.  Rather that trying to hide it or run away from it, welcome it with awareness.  Identify what the issues are rooted in and face them with deep self-love.  When we do this, we heal the shadow issues and integrate them into the light of our soul.  We are all Divine beings and once we heal the shadow issues, we become luminous.

Bright blessings,

Anysia

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